Saturday, April 16, 2011

happiness hit her like a bullet in the head

okay. so. susie is trying to get me to blog again and while i have made a few guest posts over at HRs 4 All and will continue to do so, i thought it might be worth trying to revive my old blog as well. i'll try to keep things light and happy, but tbh i'm feeling pretty panicky about the whole graduating in less than a month and don't have a job yet deal... on the bright side, law school is *almost* over, and i don't think i've lost too much of myself in the process.

recently i was given a prescription for zoloft and another for ambien, because i've been sad and listless lately, and also have been having problems sleeping. i'm not usually one to promote regular drug use, but oh. my. goodness. i feel like a real person again, and my boyfriend is so much happier to see me and talk to me now that i am not a miserable waste of life whenever we talk (hah). i am also enjoying not being a miserable waste of life too... :) law school is miserable enough as is without having to deal with chemical imbalances and depression!

i have also been learning to ask for help when i need it and take advantage of friends who offer to listen or cheer me up. i'm very lucky to have supportive friends and an amazing boyfriend who really gets me and brings out the best in me.

okay. i'm being sappy, so i think i'm cutting myself off. but here's something oddly inspiring that i read yesterday. i probably can't legally endorse vigilantism, but this is pretty impressive nevertheless.

xx

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